*Notice: This IS different then my other stories, so bare with me plz. Hope ya like^^*
♥THIS STORY IS DEDICATED TO ket2000 AND xKAYLANIx♥
~~Why Don't You Love Me? -- Chapter 1~~
I walked through the halls quickly, making sure to let my long red hair cover my face. I hugged my school books tightly to my chest, as if they were my only source of protection from the school bullies. Even though I wasn't the only who go picked on by them, it still made me feel as if I didn't belong, as if I was an outcast. Ever since middle school started, things have went terribly wrong. I barely could say I had friends here! I only had 3, Ally Hase, Olivia Prin and Shawn Tye. I was quite surprised I made friends with them 3, espacially Shawn. Boys barely paid any kind of attention to me and if they did, it was usually to tease me abt my looks or, which is worse, to shove me back and forth between them and their friends as if I was a play toy. Shawn though, didn't care if I got all A's and sported specs. He saw the true me and grew to become my closet friend. I always told them 3 that I was grateful of them and was glad that were so close. Never have I once though labeled them as my BFF's.. not yet. I feared they wouldn't think of me as that way or shyly accept it only to talk abt how stu*** I was being. So I simply refrained from putting that label on them.
I always asked them, "What do you see in me? I just don't understand". I always got the same anwser, which was that I had a rather nice and sweet side to me and could know how to crack them up during the most grave situations. Shawn would add that he also became close to me because I was pretty, which of course, made a light blush sweep across my pale-tannish cheeks. Ally & Olivia would joke of how that's Shawns way of saying he liked me, but he would deny of course. I wouldn't date him anyway, as I only liked him in a friend way. Hopefully, his feelings were same as mine. Him lliking me would lead to a lot of complications which I would rather avoid. I liked someone else anyway.
He was the 8th grade heart-throb of our middle school. What surprised me though, was that he wasn't an obxnicous, arrogant person who only wanted to date hot pretty girls and cared abt his looks. Though he was president, and got terrific grades (another surprise) and had plenty females oogling over him, he didn't let that get to his head. Down-to-earth and sweet. To me, it seemed he was shy, but of course, I could be wrong. I always was. But I thought that he was a particulary great person. A few times have I had the mere thought that he would like me, or even date me! But I always tuned back to reality and scolded myslef, saying I was never good enough for him. Though I wasn't ugly, I couldn't say I was beautiful. Not even Pretty or Cute. I was... average I guess. Only thing that made me stand out was my natural red hair and big gree n eyes. Besides that, I always wore purple glasses and kept my hair in ponytails or straight. My skin was pale-tan, or caremel you could say. Mix that into one and you have me:
*So.. how was it?? Plz tell me as this is something new I am doing. I usually have them doing crazy missions and whatnot (XD), but wanted this to be simple :). Hope enjoyed! Plz comment